Truth

“Can you imagine if Christians actually believed that God was trying to rescue us from the pit of our own self-addiction? Can you imagine? Can you imagine what Americans would do if they understood over half the world was living in poverty? Do you think they would change the way they live, the products they purchased, and the politicians they elect? If we believed the right things, the true things, there wouldn’t be very many problems on earth.

“But the trouble with deep belief is that it costs something. And there is something inside me, some selfish beast of a subtle thing that doesn’t like the truth at all because it carries responsibility, and if I actually believe these things I have to do something about them. It is so, so cumbersome to believe anything. And it isn’t cool.”
—Don Miller, Blue Like Jazz

Justice

“You can hold back from
suffering of the world,
you have permission to do so,
and it is in accordance
with your nature,
but perhaps this very holding back
is the one suffering
you could have avoided"

–Franz Kafka

The Prologue of the Fourth Gospel: Wisdom, Word, and Unity

The Prologue of the Fourth Gospel: Wisdom, Word, and Unity

The Fourth Gospel begins with one of the most beautifully written passages in the whole of the Bible and sets the tone for the encounter with Jesus.  Using language laden with symbol and scriptural parallel, the authors of the Fourth Gospel paint a picture of Jesus as connected to God in a uniquely revelatory way.  As Genesis begins with the Word bringing life, so does the Fourth Gospel.  However, Jesus brings life not as a creative force, but as revelation of life’s potential fullness and the divine connectedness that can make such expanded life possible.  In understanding the “Word,” the scriptural parallels that convey the author’s understanding of Jesus, and the Jewish context of the Gospel, we can bring out the mystical meaning of the text that offers expanded life to those who can widen their circles of compassion and seek the divine within themselves.  The Prologue also hints at the tensions and real-world issues that challenged the community from which this text comes: tension with their synagogue community, whom they feel wronged by and whom they considered suppressors of the Jesus narrative who missed the truth manifest in the life of Jesus.  The Fourth Gospel is a unique theological perspective not offered by the synoptic authors and often missed by modern Gentile interpretation.

The Prologue’s most obvious literary parallel is with that of the first chapter of Genesis. Both documents begin with the words, “In the beginning.”  The author, calling Jesus the “Word,” connects him to the voice that speaks creation in Genesis.  John Ashton argues that “creation is indeed one of [the Prologue’s] themes, but it would be closer to the mark to say that it is a hymn about revelation that culminates in incarnation– the incarnation of the revealing logos” (Ashton, 528).  I would like to suggest that Ashton is indeed correct about the revelatory nature of Jesus in the gospel, but that Jesus revealed not incarnation but the fused nature of God with Humanity.  In calling to the books of Proverbs and Genesis, the author fuses the identity of Jesus with the feminine Wisdom, God-as-verb, and the scriptures of the Jewish tradition and their ongoing capacity for life-giving creativity.  

While many Christian circles emphasize the use of “Word” as a sign of Jesus’ fulfillment of scripture, such a suggestion is a misleading representation of the Prologue.  The Greek word Logos, translated as “Word,” is “the divine principle of reason that gives order to the universe and links the human mind to the mind of God” (Meeks, 2013). This mystical understanding of divine connection is expanded upon and is a major theme of the Fourth Gospel.  Jesus uses “I Am” sayings (the divine name of God) and is called “light” (a common symbol of God in scripture) throughout the gospel narrative, two of the most obvious connections made between the identities of Jesus and God.  While such symbols are often interpreted as evidence of incarnation, given the signs of the Jewishness of the author and the consideration that the community from which the text came was primarily Jewish-identifying, it makes more sense to give precedence to a Jewish explanation of such language.  The Jewish mystical tradition offers an alternative paradigm that more aptly encompasses the themes and symbols used in the Gospel.

Continuing to dissect the “Word” identified in the prologue, we can further delve into its meaning for the theology put forth by the author.  Dabar, the Hebrew corollary of logos, “had power to shape the world, to reveal the presence of God, to call people to a heightened sense of selfhood, a heightened consciousness” (Spong, 44).  Again, the Hebrew understanding of the word supports an understanding which sees Jesus not simply as preexistent, but intimately connected to the mind of God and revealer of the presence of God.  Jesus’ work “has two aspects, life and light, and these correspond to the two facets of God’s work: creation and revelation” (Ashton, 528).  This revelation through Jesus, as the author will show through sign and symbol throughout the rest of the Gospel, breaks down the barriers between human life and the ultimately life-giving light of God, enfolding us into the creative verb, into the oneness of God.  Jesus represents the height of human potential.  “…In him was life, and the life was the light of all people” (1:4) (Meeks, 2013).  In essence: what is manifest in the person of Jesus, the divine quality of selfless love and a deep connection to God, is within each of us and is the ultimate truth toward which Jesus’ life points and which is revealed through his person in the Fourth Gospel.  In Jesus, Wisdom, Word, and God are flesh.  The boundary, the distance we perceive between God and ourselves, dissipates.  

The narrative form of the Prologue calls to Proverbs and parallels the Word with Wisdom.  Wisdom, in the Jewish tradition, is feminine.  I believe that this connection offers yet another barrier to be broken: the conception of gender.  The author here brings together the masculine Word with the feminine Wisdom, bringing their sentiments into a singular form.  While Jesus may have been male, the light, the divinity which he reveals, encompasses the feminine.  The author of John challenges us to rid ourselves of our dualistic ideas regarding divinity and life and to open ourselves to the reality of a God that is “all and more,”– a God that brings fullness of life and is yet beyond our capacity, unboxed.  “God must be understood as a verb, calling, informing and shaping us and all creation into being all that we were created to be” (Spong, 57).  

Without considering the narrative form of the Prologue and the claims made by these connections, “we are not in the world of the Fourth Gospel” and we miss the intent of our author (Ashton, 249). Bultmann proposes that “Jesus does not reveal the mysteries of God or man or the cosmos, but one thing and one thing only: that he is the revealer” (Bultmann in Ashton, 53).  Jesus does not reveal these “noun” qualities– literalistic understandings– of God.  Jesus does not draw a map of the universe or the pathway to Heaven, nor does he box God in an easily digestible way.  Instead, the Jesus of the Fourth Gospel displays the life-giving power of God by continually destroying the barriers we’ve constructed and living in the reality of God.  This light, this God within, cannot be extinguished or overcome.  

Opening our eyes to these ways of interpreting the Gospel allows us to adopt a non-literalistic framework that compels us to see the Fourth Gospel as primarily symbolic in nature.  Kasemann asserts that “… John is ‘the first Christian to use the earthly life of Jesus merely as a backdrop for the Son of God proceeding through the world of man and as the scene of the inbreaking of the heavenly glory’” (Kasemann in Ashton, 72).  Indeed the author’s goal in storytelling is to offer us a transcendent truth beyond the narrative creations of his Gospel. By drawing from the Genesis creation narrative and the Proverbs Wisdom, we are offered a clearly nonliteral lens through which to find a theology that breaks down our constructs of God and asks us to seek God within ourselves.   

While this message is appealing to our modern Christian ears, the evidence in the Prologue is clear: the Johannine community was rejected by their parent Jewish community.  The author tells us that “his own people did not accept him” (1:11, Meeks, 2014).  Despite the reality that the Jesus of the Fourth Gospel continues to pour out compassion and love even through his crucifixion, the Johannine authors clearly feel betrayed and hurt by their Jewish brothers and sisters whose “darkness” it seems tried to overcome the light of the Jesus story.  Throughout the Gospel we find an unfortunate dichotomy drawn between “the Jews” and the followers of Jesus, who were also decidedly Jewish, although the text does much to suggest that Judaism need not be a qualifier for the path of Jesus.  We can see, however, the Jewishness of the text and the flaws of a deeply hurt population whose community rejected their deeply-held convictions.  With the distance we have from the time that the document was written, we can see that the Johannine community, while at odds with the orthodoxy of their synagogue, was none the less a Jewish community who certainly did not reject the whole of Judaism.  We see believers hurt by their friends and family who react in human ways that have had a damaging impact on Christian relationship with our Jewish brothers and sisters and has led to anti-Semitism and an unfair portrait of the Jewish faith.  

Despite the flaws of the author/s, they still convey a deeply Jewish identity and interpretive framework.  In 1:17 of the Prologue, the Word is paralleled with Mosaic Law.  As the Law entered the Jewish narrative in a particular time and place, so did Jesus (the Word).  Jesus is clear that his glory must manifest only at the proper hour.  An author without Jewish connection and respect for the Jewish tradition would certainly not draw a connection between Jesus and the paramount figure of Judaism.  Jesus is, however, continually wrapped into the trappings of scriptural figures.  It is impossible to reject Judaism and interpret the Fourth Gospel.

The Fourth Gospel’s Prologue offers a unique Christology and an interpretive framework often missed by modern readers, ignorant of the Jewish themes present in the text.  Using language that overflows with layered symbolic meaning, the authors of the Fourth Gospel unveil a manifestly connected Jesus in whom is offered a pathway to seek the divine.  The Prologue connects Jesus to the Genesis creation narrative, to the Wisdom of the book of Proverbs, and presents through him the great “I Am,” the light that exists within us and was revealed through the life of Jesus– a life overflowing with love and interpreted symbolically through the framework of the Hebrew Scriptures.  Jesus shows us a God that is in us and yet beyond.  Connecting with the spirit of God, living aligned with the holy, we approach oneness with the totality; we break artificial, constructed barriers; we become part of God in a new and unique way.  The Jesus of the Fourth Gospel offers us a God that is all and more and through which we can find the all and more within ourselves.  

Works Cited

1. Ashton, John. Understanding the Fourth Gospel. 2nd ed. New York: Oxford University Press, 2009.
2. Meeks, Wayne A. The Harpercollins Study Bible: New Revised Standard Version with the Apocryphal/deuterocanonical Books. San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 1997.
3. Spong, John Shelby. The Fourth Gospel: Tales of a Jewish Mystic. 1St ed. New York: HarperOne, 2013.

It Doesn't Matter

princeea:

You are not your mistakes… #princeea #quotes #newbeginnings #newyou #newme #newstart #key #mindset #bestself #bestlife #authenticlife #authenticself #movingforward #inspiration
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Liberation

"Ethical praxis that can lead to a more just society is at times ignored by emphasizing the hereafter rather than the here-and-now. If belief in Christ is all that is required for a blessed hereafter, those with the power to form theological discourse can present heaven to the wretched of the earth as a future place where they will be rewarded for their patient suffering. The present state of misery endured by the disenfranchised is justified as a consequence of original sin. Their doleful existence on earth will be compensated by heavenly mansions and ruby-crusted crowns of gold. Such escapist illusions only help to pacify the disenfranchised by encouraging them to shrug off their misery as God’s will."

— De La Torre

Evolution

I grew up in a steak and potatoes family.  We had meat with most meals.

Today I am a vegetarian who eats mostly vegan.  I also try to eat local and organic, but that can be expensive, so sometimes it’s either local or organic.

Even as a vegetarian, I didn’t used to think it was wrong to eat meat.  I didn’t see meat-eating as inherently problematic.  I saw our meat industry as a horrible torture-machine and I stopped eating meat because I believe that animal treatment on the vast majority of American farms is grotesque and inhumane… it is torture.  We torture our food.  Read “Eating Animals” by Jonathan Safran Foer.  Or watch “Vegucated.”

And then I learned that animal agriculture is the leading contributor of greenhouse gases.  If we are taking environmentalism and climate change seriously, we need to be cutting back our consumption of animal products.  Animal agriculture contributes more to greenhouse gases than the entire transportation sector combined (planes, trains, automobiles, boats…).

And then I learned that plant based lifestyles lead to a healthier body.  Meat consumption is associated with high cholesterol, high blood pressure, cancers, most food-based disease outbreaks, heart disease, and many other health problems.  In fact, after I stopped drinking milk, my bad cholesterol went down significantly (according to my doctors).  I have naturally high cholesterol that I may need medication for later in life.  Or maybe I won’t need it.

I know we have sharp-ish canines, but we have plenty of vestigial stuffs that our bodies don’t use because evolution is imperfect.  Many other herbivore animals have larger canines than we do.  Whether or not we can digest meat, our bodies digest plants better and we don’t need to eat meat.  As I mentioned, people with plant-based diets are generally in better health.

More recently, I have come to believe that eating meat is wrong.  Killing other animals for food is wrong.  I think it is seminary and my increasing rejection of hierarchies wherever I find them.  It is an act of cruel arrogance to eat animals.  

If tomorrow, our planet was invaded by aliens who wanted to enslave or eat or destroy us in some way, what would we say?  Why should they not?  We justify locking up, torturing, breeding, and killing animals despite the reality that very few people need to eat meat.  Because they are lesser beings, right?  Because we are more intelligent and we have the power, we think it’s okay.  Non-human animals are not as smart.  So when the alien race shows up and is smarter and more advanced than we are, why should they not kill us?  

I don’t want to be eaten or tortured by someone who thinks they are better than me.  I don’t want to be complicit in cruelty and torture.  I don’t want to contribute to these systems that privilege humans and our shitty desire for the way meat tastes in our mouths over the health of our planet and the integrity of other sentient beings.  

I think it’s wrong– inherently wrong.  Irresponsible and cruel.  

That is my truth.  

"Surprise"

12.  "Bad Eggs"



13.  "Surprise"



I'll take a break for the holidays, but on January 8th, I'll post a playlist guide for "Innocence," the next episode in the series.

Should Evolution Be Taught In Public Schools?

I personally think I would want my kids to learn about evolution… from someone who understands it and isn’t using their classroom as a soapbox from which to apologize.

1. Evolution is a theory and should be taught alongside other theories. Yes, evolution is a theory, but it’s a Scientific Theory which means something different than when you or I say “I have a theory.” A Scientific Theory is a hair away from being a fact, but since Scientists are quite precise in their language, a fact is something (in science) which must be mathematically verifiable. Evolution cannot be proved with math, but it has a huge wealth of support and is verified by the scientific process. If I said I had a theory that (for instance) the Flying Spaghetti Monster created the world, it couldn’t be called a Scientific Theory because I am fairly certain it wouldn’t stand up to scientific inquiry nor work with other established scientific theory. In order for something to maintain its status as a Scientific Theory, it cannot be at odds with any other Scientific Theory or conclusive scientific evidence. Scientific Theory is not a “theory” in the way that most of us use the term in our day-to-day lives.

2. Evolution should be taught alongside other theories. Now that we have established that Evolution is a Scientific Theory (which is why it is taught in science classes), I think it’s a fair argument that Creation should not be taught alongside Evolution. Evolution is science and Creation is religion. Religious views don’t belong in a science class any more than floral arrangements do. Nor does evolution belong in your church (unless your church decides it does; whatever). If one has staunch religious views and feels like evolution is at odds with them, then one should be able to opt out of the unit like one can opt out of Sex Ed. The only theories that should be taught alongside Evolution are other Scientific Theories. 

Creationism is not science, nor is Intelligent Design. Believe whatever you want, but neither theory (with a small t) stands up to the Scientific Method.

3. Evolution should not be taught in schools because it is at odds with the many different beliefs and values which people in this country have. Don’t we learn about Hitler? In any case, the only reason I can see that evolution should not be taught in schools is that it’s not strictly practical. If one wanted to smush Evolution out of the curriculum, I would argue that it should be to make room for Nutrition or something else which is clearly needed in our schools. 

4. People should be able to make their own choices about what to believe. Yes, they should. But understanding something and believing something are very different. Our educational system clearly has decided that English, Math, Science, and History are necessary parts of a good education. Whether or not I believe that Trickle-Down Economics works is very different from my ability to understand what Trickle-Down Economics is. That said, if you want a class that discusses different belief sets about how our world came to be, you’d better be willing to devote your whole year to just that topic. In this country, we can’t place favoritism on Christianity’s creation story. Guys, there are a lot of religions in the world. A lot.

Evolution should be taught in schools if we want American children to have an advantage in an increasingly global world. If you want your kids to get religious values in school, send them to a religious school.

image from Married to the Sea

Change the World

Change the World.

A Primer

This.

Warning

princeea:

When we look in a mirror, all we are actually gazing upon is merely a **reflection of the VASE that encases all of things that make one TRULY beautiful. Be careful not to gauge your value or self worth on the praise or critique of others. You are a unique work of art. When searching for beauty, the mirror shouldn’t be the FIRST place you look, but it certainly should be the LAST place you’d think to find it. Make sense? #princeea #beautystandards #beautynorms #beauty #embraceit #beyou #embraceyou #selfworth #selflove ##beautyisalightintheheart #key #selfesteem
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The Holy Longing

"The task of taking God to others is not that of handing somebody a Bible or some religious literature, but of transubstantiating God, the way we do with the food we eat. We have to digest something and turn it, physically, into the flesh of our own bodies so it becomes part of what we look like. If we would do this with the word of God, others would not have to read the Bible to see what God is like, they would need only to look at our faces and our lives."

— Ronald Rohlheiser from The Holy Longing (via thisplacehasknownmagic)

"Ted"

Next week, I'll post videos for the following episodes:

12. "Bad Eggs" Skip it.
13.  "Innocence" Watch it.

"What's My Line? Part 2"

Next week I'll post videos for "Ted," an episode that guest stars John Ritter.

Overtime Pay Law Blocked

The Kim Dynasty

"What's My Line?"

Part 2 will post next week.

Ideas

*Senior High youth programming that spends a full year on each Gospel and summers on the other 4 “Major World Religions” (Judaism, Islam, Hinduism, and Buddhism).  

That Place

"All great spirituality teaches about letting go of what you don’t need and who you are not… . Then, when you can get little enough, naked enough, and poor enough, you’ll find that the little place where you really are is ironically more than enough and is all that you need. At that place, you will have nothing to prove to anybody and nothing to protect from other people. That place is called … freedom. It’s the freedom of the children of God."

— Richard Rohr (via azspot)

(via notalwaysluminous)

God

God is perhaps most manifest in love and compassion.  Our most authentic “godding” is in acts of compassion and love.  We are most in line with Interrelatedness and mutual concern when we act in love and compassion… In being cognizant of interrelatedness, we are most aware of our Godness and thus living in our best potential.

Forgiveness

In moments when I can’t seem to forgive myself for my faults and mistakes, I think I will try to remember that massive list of mistakes and faults of Christianity and Christians and how much I love that mess of a Church.  I come back and love it hard every day, wanting it to live up to its potential and capable of seeing the beautiful light in the world that it can be and is, in many ways.  

And maybe I can love myself.  MLK was an unfaithful husband.  The best of us have our darkness. 

Listening for God

Metaphor! Renita Weems, “Stumbling in the Silence” in Listening for God: A Minister’s Journey Through Silence and Doubt (Touchstone Books) 1999, 29.

Quotes

spinachandmushrooms:

Wonderful collection of quotations. Turner and Hudson, “To be Saved From Silence” in Saved from Silence: Finding Women’s Voice in Preaching (St. Louis: Chalice Press) 1999, 82.

"The Dark Age"

Next week at this time, I'll post videos for "What's My Line? Part 1," the first half of a two-part episode.

President as Commander in Chief

Black Rage

"Lie to Me"

Watch this playlist after watching "Lie to Me":



Next week's episode is "The Dark Age."  I'll post a playlist to watch after that episode next Sunday evening.

Left, Right, Center

The problem Christianity faces today is ignorance. Secularists frown at the perceived ridiculousness of religious tradition and seek to remove its influence from public discourse. Religious adherents fear the loss of their tradition’s voice in society. Neither party understands the other, nor does either party really understand themselves. 

As a child handed an orange New Testament by an evangelist on my walk home from school, I lacked the background required to understand it. The sad truth is that most people lack that background, even in their adult lives. There is so much misinformation spouted from within religious bodies that most people who call themselves Christian have very little idea the contexts within which their scripture was written. As one of my professors would so often spout, “A text without a context is a pretext.”

A Christianity that can give the Bible its context would lead to a more educated Christendom, a more compassionate Christianity, and a generation of Christians who know and love Christ more intimately than ever.

Salt and Cotton in the River

From Anthony De Mello’s “Song of the Bird.”

I really love this book.  It’s full of short stuff like this.  I never read more than one per day and I reflect on the truth of each as I go about my day.

My Bleeding Body

Yesterday, I dressed in white.  

I dressed brightly.  I covered in my body in the color best able to reflect light.

I wore the color of strong women who demanded the right to vote for people with bodies like mine.

I know the risks of being proud of my body... because I am a woman.  

Can you hear me?

I know the risk of reflecting light off the shape of my thighs because I am a woman…. and my thighs have been touched without my permission.

I have been sexually harassed in dresses and baggy jeans and sweatshirts.

I’ve been disrespected with short hair and with long hair.

My face has been criticized with makeup and without.  

I’ve been too skinny and too fat.

Too loud and too quiet.

It’s too much.

It’s too little.

Don’t sit that way.  It’s not feminine.

Don’t talk that way.  It’s not feminine.

Don’t cross your legs.  People won’t take you seriously.

Don’t wear too much makeup.  People won’t take you seriously.

Keep your body covered or people won’t take you seriously.

Yesterday my body cramped.  I fed it and drank tea and still the twisting in my side told me something the news anchors seemed reluctant to admit.  

Yesterday my body cried because it needed healing.

Today my body is tired.  

Today my body shakes with caffeine and fear.

Today my body is one to be grabbed at and judged.

Today my body is one to be discarded with age or boredom.

Today my body is one to be controlled by law.

Today my body is an object.

Tonight I wear black because this body is grieving.  

Tonight I wear a collar denied to bodies like mine for centuries and in other sanctuaries across town.  Every woman in this room knows that there are still people who don’t want us to wield power or influence.

Tonight I wear the color that absorbs light and warmth.  Because this body needs healing.  But I know that this body, capable of creating and carrying life, can heal itself.

Tonight I wear the uniform of service because this body knows how to endure pain and sacrifice for love.  This body knows how to heal itself after being torn apart.  

Tonight I wear black because I am a woman and I claim all of the grief and power that comes with that today.  

Women Preaching

"In the New Testament story of Luke-Acts Anna and Mary speak as prophets, as do the four daughters of Philip (Acts 21:9). Mary learns from Jesus the teacher (Luke 10), and Priscilla teaches. Yet, when the women face the empty tomb and embrace the mission to tell the disciples what they have seen, ‘the story seemed like nonsense, and they refused to believe them.’ Women are taught by Jesus and speak for Jesus. They pray and they prophecy. Yet, even so visibly embraced, welcomed, challenged, and given the task of proclamation, the world will not listen."

— Turner and Hudson, “To be Saved From Silence” in Saved from Silence: Finding Women’s Voice in Preaching (St. Louis: Chalice Press) 1999, 88.

Placement

"Living away from my native place I became more consciously Kentuckian than I was when I lived at home. This is what the experience of exile can do, change your mind, utterly transform one’s perception of the world of home."

—

bell hooks, “Belonging: A Culture of Place”
(via jordantarwater)

I think this happens (to a certain degree) to me because I live in a city of transplants.  I am always conscious of the fact that most of the people I know are not from the place we are in… but I am and it fills me with love.  It’s odd that living in San Francisco and being from the Bay Area is a seeming anomaly within my generation.

So many people come to the Bay Area and stay because of what a wonderful place it is.  I’m blessed to have this place in my blood for 6 generations.  We are the changemakers and dreamers of dreams.  

Bay Area forever.  

"Halloween"

Here are videos for the episodes preceding:

4.  "Inca Mummy Girl"

5.  "Reptile Boy"

6.  "Halloween"

Next week's episode will be "Lie to Me," a good episode written by Joss Whedon.